You’re probably wondering who I am and why I’m starting this blog. Im a 19 year old starting my first year of college this spring. I’ve gone through a lot these past two years and it’s caused me to be more alone than I’ve ever been. I’ve isolated myself as a protective coping mechanism my therapist says. Now I deal with anxiety and feel alienated a lot of the time. Just know I’m working on it I guess. I wanted to start this blog to vent and use it almost as a journal. And I’ve changed my name and everything so no one can track me down. It’ll allow me to write whatever I want. So, you definitely won’t be seeing me blog about things like, “My study habits” bullshit. I’m going for more of an introspective, “I’m constantly evaluating and analyzing my thoughts/circumstances” bullshit. So, if you’re into that sort of thing stick around. Make me feel less alone? I don’t know. Alright, it’s 12:50 am and this is the 3rd time I’ve completely procrastinated all my schoolwork. Should probably get some sleep.